What If your ex is the most famous one in the hall

If my ex is well-known for most people around or he is a celebrity I may kill myself.
People around are going to talk about him all the day. Most of them are observing his reactions.

What matters if that guy is smart or handsome in this case you're done and your day is possibly off. If you were lucky someday and were apart of any women's community, you will probably notice how they act with smart guys and how many tales you are going to hear about him and his history.

What really hurts is that you are forced to accept his existence and treat with his acts very well because you are watched and your motions are recorded.

You may hear many stories about yourself as you were the ex-lover even they don't know your name or if you are one of those few whose relationships are open and everyone contributes to its events, you are dead.

That is why I always prefer introverts. introverts may love you a lot but nobody notices that. You may be lucky if you can conceal your relationship until everything is okay. At this point, you are free to announce your love in front of the world.

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