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In love with your bestie?

Few weeks ago I received a question on my ask.fm account from someone who falls in love with his/her best friend.


In the first time the question scares me! I've never expected that someone can love his best friend in this way.

In the same week, I've fallen in love with my best friend. I don't know how I made this kind of mistake. This kind of love maybe the purist love ever. When you choose to love your best friend, the one you spend most of your time with, it is difficult to explain but it is harder to conceal.

When you love your best friend you admire his bad before his good. You've seen the worst side of him, you know every mistake in his life, you know how hurts if you lose him and how meaningless is your life without him.


Is it wrong to love him? Indeed, you don't feel you instantly love him, It is just occasional feeling. Sometimes you observe his eyes to make sure he will never look at anyone else but you. Sometimes else you try so hard to make him happy with anyone else.

It is wrong if once you feel something you tell him. Falling in love in the first time doesn't mean you are going to love him forever.


You know he deserves someone else and any brilliant girl should love his smile and the way he talks. Any strong beautiful lady can't ignore his bright eyes. Therefore, you can't be the selfish. You have to forget everything because feeling hard because of concealing your love, is better than feeling hard because of losing your best gorgeous friend.

"You may read it. I want you to know that it wasn't a choice to love you as I pretended".

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  1. AnonymousJune 30, 2019 at 7:14 AM

    Best friends (BFFs) are basically married minus the sex. ��
    in a non-serious way.

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